Blue Hair & The Kingdom of God
Look at me with the snazzy title today! So if you haven’t already guessed it, I colored my hair blue:
I was a tad bit nervous at first, but now I’m just excited that I took the plunge! In other news, I really can’t believe it’s already Easter week.
This lenten season has been pretty epic for me, and I’ve learned so much. For the past few weeks I’ve been meditating on the idea of God establishing his kingdom in my heart. As I’ve been asking myself some hard questions, the truth has become clearer and clearer to me. I belive God’s kingdom was established here on this earth through the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. Now when I take that concept and turn it inward, I can feel the challenge stirring.
If God’s kingdom is established via death, in what ways do I need to die to my own selfishness to see more of the kingom in my own heart?
Questions like this are what’s stirring in my heart, and as we get closer to Good Friday they get louder and louder. My heart hears the call, and the call is leading to calvary. To death.
It’s time for me to give up control. For reals this time. Not just by saying the words, but by actually waking up everyday and making the conscious effort to listen for God’s will. Instead of my own. I’m learning that surrender is tough, and it’s not just a one time choice. It’s a decision that’s made over and over again each day.
I’m praying God would give me the courage to begin to let go and surrender.